YANNIKA

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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

If You Want It Come Get It

If you want it come get it
I've lived it,
The insane,
The ones who wanna blame,
Those who are ashamed of where they laid
Even those who took me for the lame dame
Refused to understand...man
It would be a dang on shame for me to waste my time and tame ya!
If you want it, come get it
Words I will continue to spit
You wont have to wonder who the hell said it cause Like I said you can come get it!
I'll SIGN SEAL AND DELIVER IT! No contingent lyrics
Its what I feel so hold on tight and bare it
Again of course if you run a course in remorse that what I spit is less than what you fear isn't it
Its the manner in which I put all your dirty laundry out to hang so the neighborhood can smell your filth TIME AND TIME AGAIN!
Yeah you shouldha killed me cause my words will draw your life so vividly!
So if you want it come get it
I can continue to let you get it from the back cause you refuse to face me with your whack allocations of chasing you..???
You must have mistook me for BOO BOO the FOOL! Catch a Clue Curly Sue
If you want it COME GET you know WHO IS WHO!

Monday, April 12, 2010

OPEN

My honesty and ability to vocally exude emotions that many refuse to be seen...
Continue to be blinded... hide.. if
That is your character hairy situations will occur, catch a couple actions verbs and words that will leave your heart sitting on the curb YA heard!!
I don't ask the question I make it a lesson learned
Smash ignorance in a high pitch verbal session
Refuse to let you guess in or out are my feelings dealing with those who only expose stupidity Less adequacy better she than me best believe there is NOT once ounce of animosity
Confused cause I cut the tude off and feed you reality T.V.
Emotional and Selfish you say......OKAY!
I'ss accept it but again you'll never be guessing whether to approach
To pouch my jewel that rule my mental capacity like rhapsody I have an array of tunes that bloom better than anthing you could ever assume
Let me school you females that keep your hearts a hot as hell with wool covers over your eyes if you continue to wear disguises you'll continue to accept deception and of its mess and then you'll be guessing if you were wrong when your right don't get up tight
If what I write is right up your alley as heavy as a Denali
Rally around me so I can vent this aint no Question and Answer session I told ya'll before I am open to new lessons
With that said, I will always remain the main!!!!!
Hit the switch on your assumption of what I be dumpin is a question of my stance but over stand to understand my futuristic plans so come come come and come again!

Viciously Ignorant Cunt!

See I was told by this Virgo man,
Yes ill say it again VIRGO
He told me I fed his ego so I continued to cook
Even referred to some old books to keep him fed
From the window to the wall and all over the bed...
Now he says after a year passing, that I had the worst smelling ass and that is why he passed the ticket on getting his throat smitten to my wet kitten who the hell he kindin
My succulent juices that not his FINGER, or THIRD leg would refuse
So now I am amused and glad to say that YES my ass stinks
Cause I'm that shit salty that you can't get wit,
I cooked and cleaned, shined all your fake bling,
Took care of your three kids hair done clothes and fed them like that were kings and queens, Educational conversations I had your son elated by the picture you couldn't paint
I exposed them to new innovative thinking
While you excused from your daughter from your presences, cause for the 48 hrs you borrowed her was rather a front for the 50 stakes past due
AWW...Man I Wish I woulda knew the state WAS and IS still chasing you
The Incredible Mr. Ripley, its a pity that you think your accusations of my female sanitation lacks adequacy
Being that you refused to leave 257 EASTWIND St.
So before you reply to all with this rugged and raw statement
I think you better debate it with your penis cause its like every season that pass I get a dumb text or email from your ass so please excuse yourself you...
Viciously Ignorant Cunt!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Beautiful

Beautiful creation
Shapes and dimensions
I lay next to you sniffing your rare essence
Your presence serves a purpose
No more serpents in my grass
You have grasped what I need and have cleverly served it piece by piece
With every inch of your being
I wait patiently for your seeping joy that will employ my body 9 months
Disfiguring my flesh But, NEVER the LESS
Every curve is like a party to you
No corner unattended
You can only be descended from the greatest
As you wedge war with my rugged story
To breakdown my solid doors insuring you continue to pour into my glass, never left at half
Never a bore rather you are adoring, and charming
Harm me that could never be
You don't have it in your capacity
Hearts beat beautiful music like rhapsody
I will continue to have all your black ashy babies
Opposite of hate you feel for me
I hear the heavens applaud when you hit your knee to make your Queen
Angels begin to sing as two parts make one internal destiny
You are like a mirror to me what you reflect radiance and show me what I once couldn't see
You make me feel beautiful you make me breathe!

His Struggle

His debacle comes from his thoughtful actions
To make his childrens reaction make others say 'now that's what's happenin'
Not a crack addict, or a coke feind statisic.
A missing father rather don't bother trying to dawn him with that thorn filled crown..
He be daddy, don, the dude that makes the YUEN, MULLAH, he pay the cost to be the boss!!! Haus hard in 2010 cars!
He feed me with aspiration and patience cause he work like a hebrew slave, to insure all around him don't struggle everyday, but be able to claim things he couldn't see in his future a mile away. Bet, its cold sweat and tears, he never fears the idea of beating the streets to defeat what society claimed he was suppose to be!!
Money aint what defines him
It refines him reminds him of the struggle in his days making sure his children wont know how to relate to the struggle
Which equates to his absence from practices, plays for his growing actresses!
Happiness, is his rebutle though subtle his struggle is what makes me wanna cuddle him tell him one day babe you will come out at the top of the class best bet this struggle too shall pass!

GROWN

I've grown to understand that change is constant...
Constant is the feeling I get when I think of success..
The success of chaning my life to include becoming a mentally and spiritually wealthy GROWN MANS WIFE!!!
You see, the negative things between men and I that have transpired I've grown tired...
Restless blessed with the knowledge of knowing in this game of life I am a pawn but in your arms I am QUEEN and you serve as my prince delivered from our KING
I relate to you in the sense of the 73rd Pslams making my dreams my reality...
The change in me makes me dream of 4C's...
Four seasons are the reasons that God has seasoned our hearts
To search for parts of our spiritual foundation making our union more than an empirical result of possibilites
Don't mistake my love as a substitution to reltionships lost
For you are no where near a miracle
Sinacal of any one to try and debate that this creation has our ancestors turning over in their graves
They built me to have a heartbeat that can feel nothing but victory!
A grown woman I am not an oracle but in GODs plan
He made me change and grow to know that holding your hand in the day and not just laying in your bed at night aint the same!!
See you found growth in me change you can see that I am more than a king size sheets friend I'm not chucky but imma be here till the end
THAT my friend is growth!
Our two roads meet making this change, with no chains binding we from what has reminded me to live!
With growth I have become so dope no not coke like the bottle my shape is one many wish they could throttle
Scared of missing the old me, when you arrived
I knew it was my time to watch my body change but you remained smiling, rubbing me, caressing every roll
Loving me even when my belly became full grown
Growth never removed you me from the throne you created a life for me that I had never dreamed but quite often debated if it would be a mistake to wait
Growth has me patiently waiting in hopes that what I wrote and have quite often spoke will draw you close!