Loss for words
My mind wander
Ponder the words that use to rhyme
Now that the time has passed and a few more glasses tipped
Bottled eyes, my writings have so many disguises
I have a loss for words My mind use to perform plays so easily to display with a pen and piece of paper
But now and days I'm at a loss of words
Is it that my world know quarrels I've leaped many hurdles?
Fast!!!! YES my ambition is my steroid
A loss for words is because the beauty of my life has no description
I am SUBMISSIVE to new innovative additions
Not the depiction of what many would ever had thought to see I
I am she the queen of ultimate defeat against SOCIETY
I haven't even reached my peak
I am at a loss for words
Cause my world has no verbal description
Come here grab a seat get to sippin
I gotta a life of stories that will keep you entertained a few tears and a whole lot of pain!
On board I am with each and every dream or goal I have set
Better yet, I am the dream catcher GOD BLESS HER!
A loss for words
I am the child who gives
I may have lost my words
But I am so grateful God has allowed me to live!
Friday, August 27, 2010
FEARLESS
I have many things I use to believe Fearless
I have become to what I thought once was a lie..
Fearless I am that my heart will drop as light as a feather when you leave
Fearless I am that my tears will fill my pillows constantly with the thought you will not return as the man I thought I earned!
I am fearless to hear from those who hold their tongues that will become as ruthless as a gun in your absence
Had this been explained better than just the lame birds and the bees but better he will never love one who is like thee
No man wishes to be a woman's king but women live fairy tale dreams
Spreading our legs instead of our minds
Then in time we realize we were of the season not the reason, or lifetime
I REFUSE to spend a lifetime wondering if I was as rich tasting to him as white wine.
I AM fearless and as bold as Merlot Behold I am the one that holds you at night, willing to fight, but you deny me to be your wife!
I laugh with joy in my voice because I'm not the one who has to hoist your empty promises, your unfaithful believes, or worse your seed on my knee To say their daddy doesn't love me but he loves you as true as the sky turns blue, he just can’t afford you.
I am fearless because I refuse to be careless and think that you could ever love me more than the streets!
I have become to what I thought once was a lie..
Fearless I am that my heart will drop as light as a feather when you leave
Fearless I am that my tears will fill my pillows constantly with the thought you will not return as the man I thought I earned!
I am fearless to hear from those who hold their tongues that will become as ruthless as a gun in your absence
Had this been explained better than just the lame birds and the bees but better he will never love one who is like thee
No man wishes to be a woman's king but women live fairy tale dreams
Spreading our legs instead of our minds
Then in time we realize we were of the season not the reason, or lifetime
I REFUSE to spend a lifetime wondering if I was as rich tasting to him as white wine.
I AM fearless and as bold as Merlot Behold I am the one that holds you at night, willing to fight, but you deny me to be your wife!
I laugh with joy in my voice because I'm not the one who has to hoist your empty promises, your unfaithful believes, or worse your seed on my knee To say their daddy doesn't love me but he loves you as true as the sky turns blue, he just can’t afford you.
I am fearless because I refuse to be careless and think that you could ever love me more than the streets!
A Million
One would think that when the word a MILLION is said it means wealth, luxurious, miraculous freedom!
Building your own kingdom of lavish things that many only dream they could acquire to grow tired from!
Like the beat of a drum my heart has rung dry for the millionth time
Over exadorating, yeah it could be debated!
You were my lottery ticket I hoped and prayed that in time your numbers would be called in order, so I can border my heart around you.
But here I am I haven't won a thing!
I keep speaking the same ol things wishing for a ring not like the the dirt around the tub
But a metal that will rub me for all the right reasons, but I've found you are no longer in season, for damn sure aint the reason and apparently not for a lifetime of romantic rhymes! But for the millionth time instead of thinking about writing a rhyme that will highlight all your indiscretions your mess'n around your making me look like a clown
My million times are equal to a dime in your pocket take my blackberry plug it into a socket so you can have the power of my thoughts written from my heart that I crossed to die, stick a needle in my eye I won't cry no more!
I live the life that your whores adore, but I've told you this before I gues you just had to hear a little more or for the millionth time!
But of course you think you've scored the one in a million
I am refusing your invitation, now that I have taken a step back to peel back the layers I don't like what I've been eatin
So now I'm seeking just like you
I'm no longer your boo boo the fool!
So for the millionth time with out crying I tap out, I give up, I don't want what is less than the feeling of winning a million!
Building your own kingdom of lavish things that many only dream they could acquire to grow tired from!
Like the beat of a drum my heart has rung dry for the millionth time
Over exadorating, yeah it could be debated!
You were my lottery ticket I hoped and prayed that in time your numbers would be called in order, so I can border my heart around you.
But here I am I haven't won a thing!
I keep speaking the same ol things wishing for a ring not like the the dirt around the tub
But a metal that will rub me for all the right reasons, but I've found you are no longer in season, for damn sure aint the reason and apparently not for a lifetime of romantic rhymes! But for the millionth time instead of thinking about writing a rhyme that will highlight all your indiscretions your mess'n around your making me look like a clown
My million times are equal to a dime in your pocket take my blackberry plug it into a socket so you can have the power of my thoughts written from my heart that I crossed to die, stick a needle in my eye I won't cry no more!
I live the life that your whores adore, but I've told you this before I gues you just had to hear a little more or for the millionth time!
But of course you think you've scored the one in a million
I am refusing your invitation, now that I have taken a step back to peel back the layers I don't like what I've been eatin
So now I'm seeking just like you
I'm no longer your boo boo the fool!
So for the millionth time with out crying I tap out, I give up, I don't want what is less than the feeling of winning a million!
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
WHATS UNDERSTOOD DONT NEED TO BE EXPLAINED!
Your delusions are amusing me
You created the previous debate but year to date you refuse to equate your lip action to performance in this less physical but attempted mental interaction
You've been placed in the directories of enemies I keep
You are in there like swim wear
Been there
Done that
Your reasoning's for seasoning my name with reckless allegations of chasing your whereabouts when you could find your own ass if it was in your mouth
To me the words like ungrown seeds you have tried to plant are equivalent to those who carry nap sacks and take naps and get smack for lack of obedience
Your apart of a bad batch, a horrible breed, one of those that make your Momma pray why me!
See man, I was trying to be respectful to you and your friends
But u continue to bend the truth
Lie like the snow, so cold, in hot hands
Your face and ears, can't hold what my will, will spill, so ill
It will melt your face and wait for you to awake
So I can hit you again drip drip you aint it you are just a piss pant chick
Part of a clan full of hooligans so I tell you come again
You reckless wanna be friend till the end like chucky I dump thee like rumpke bump beats that voice my dislike of thee!
You created the previous debate but year to date you refuse to equate your lip action to performance in this less physical but attempted mental interaction
You've been placed in the directories of enemies I keep
You are in there like swim wear
Been there
Done that
Your reasoning's for seasoning my name with reckless allegations of chasing your whereabouts when you could find your own ass if it was in your mouth
To me the words like ungrown seeds you have tried to plant are equivalent to those who carry nap sacks and take naps and get smack for lack of obedience
Your apart of a bad batch, a horrible breed, one of those that make your Momma pray why me!
See man, I was trying to be respectful to you and your friends
But u continue to bend the truth
Lie like the snow, so cold, in hot hands
Your face and ears, can't hold what my will, will spill, so ill
It will melt your face and wait for you to awake
So I can hit you again drip drip you aint it you are just a piss pant chick
Part of a clan full of hooligans so I tell you come again
You reckless wanna be friend till the end like chucky I dump thee like rumpke bump beats that voice my dislike of thee!
Careless... So clear it is that I have abused the time given.
I've committed plenty of sins...
Healing is all I can pray for again and again...
As I continue to play the devils game counting the hours, the minutes before I can caress the flesh of one man I adore...
I'm a whore for every request he bless my ears with!!!
Care to LISTEN to my sins I commit so CARELESS for a minute in his space he create a blissful feeling, chills, thrills, right down to the bills.
CARE less about my exes I dismissed so far from my heart as though they packed up and moved to TEXAS.....
Careless, I have made so many messes but he could careless
As if he were molly maid having a hay day smoking the ya pushing to the side my borders, my cement walls, my clouds, the crowds of hounds
Turning my frown upside down, bringing about sunny days I am his baby!!!!
He call out my name so carefully holding my hand , being my man, being my friend, being care less, more like fearless is the love he posses for me...
Daring you to be careless and question his intent for me
Setting you straight if you wish to debate what we have equate to any thing less than what's spoken or catch yourself choking slowly
Hopefully it won't come to this...
He care less about what has happened but he can create a beautiful experience of less stress demanding I no longer be a mistress but his MRS....
Get this less carelessness I am blessed to have met you...
You are the best boo!!!
Sent from a sky that gleam blue, soul that hold a spirit of gold, a King that make my dream a reality!
I've committed plenty of sins...
Healing is all I can pray for again and again...
As I continue to play the devils game counting the hours, the minutes before I can caress the flesh of one man I adore...
I'm a whore for every request he bless my ears with!!!
Care to LISTEN to my sins I commit so CARELESS for a minute in his space he create a blissful feeling, chills, thrills, right down to the bills.
CARE less about my exes I dismissed so far from my heart as though they packed up and moved to TEXAS.....
Careless, I have made so many messes but he could careless
As if he were molly maid having a hay day smoking the ya pushing to the side my borders, my cement walls, my clouds, the crowds of hounds
Turning my frown upside down, bringing about sunny days I am his baby!!!!
He call out my name so carefully holding my hand , being my man, being my friend, being care less, more like fearless is the love he posses for me...
Daring you to be careless and question his intent for me
Setting you straight if you wish to debate what we have equate to any thing less than what's spoken or catch yourself choking slowly
Hopefully it won't come to this...
He care less about what has happened but he can create a beautiful experience of less stress demanding I no longer be a mistress but his MRS....
Get this less carelessness I am blessed to have met you...
You are the best boo!!!
Sent from a sky that gleam blue, soul that hold a spirit of gold, a King that make my dream a reality!
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