A Million

One would think that when the word a MILLION is said it means wealth, luxurious, miraculous freedom!
Building your own kingdom of lavish things that many only dream they could acquire to grow tired from!
Like the beat of a drum my heart has rung dry for the millionth time
Over exadorating, yeah it could be debated!
You were my lottery ticket I hoped and prayed that in time your numbers would be called in order, so I can border my heart around you.
But here I am I haven't won a thing!
I keep speaking the same ol things wishing for a ring not like the the dirt around the tub
But a metal that will rub me for all the right reasons, but I've found you are no longer in season, for damn sure aint the reason and apparently not for a lifetime of romantic rhymes! But for the millionth time instead of thinking about writing a rhyme that will highlight all your indiscretions your mess'n around your making me look like a clown
My million times are equal to a dime in your pocket take my blackberry plug it into a socket so you can have the power of my thoughts written from my heart that I crossed to die, stick a needle in my eye I won't cry no more!
I live the life that your whores adore, but I've told you this before I gues you just had to hear a little more or for the millionth time!
But of course you think you've scored the one in a million
I am refusing your invitation, now that I have taken a step back to peel back the layers I don't like what I've been eatin
So now I'm seeking just like you
I'm no longer your boo boo the fool!
So for the millionth time with out crying I tap out, I give up, I don't want what is less than the feeling of winning a million!