A Million

One would think that when the word a MILLION is said it means wealth, luxurious, miraculous freedom!
Building your own kingdom of lavish things that many only dream they could acquire to grow tired from!
Like the beat of a drum my heart has rung dry for the millionth time
Over exadorating, yeah it could be debated!
You were my lottery ticket I hoped and prayed that in time your numbers would be called in order, so I can border my heart around you.
But here I am I haven't won a thing!
I keep speaking the same ol things wishing for a ring not like the the dirt around the tub
But a metal that will rub me for all the right reasons, but I've found you are no longer in season, for damn sure aint the reason and apparently not for a lifetime of romantic rhymes! But for the millionth time instead of thinking about writing a rhyme that will highlight all your indiscretions your mess'n around your making me look like a clown
My million times are equal to a dime in your pocket take my blackberry plug it into a socket so you can have the power of my thoughts written from my heart that I crossed to die, stick a needle in my eye I won't cry no more!
I live the life that your whores adore, but I've told you this before I gues you just had to hear a little more or for the millionth time!
But of course you think you've scored the one in a million
I am refusing your invitation, now that I have taken a step back to peel back the layers I don't like what I've been eatin
So now I'm seeking just like you
I'm no longer your boo boo the fool!
So for the millionth time with out crying I tap out, I give up, I don't want what is less than the feeling of winning a million!

WHATS UNDERSTOOD DONT NEED TO BE EXPLAINED!

Your delusions are amusing me
You created the previous debate but year to date you refuse to equate your lip action to performance in this less physical but attempted mental interaction
You've been placed in the directories of enemies I keep
You are in there like swim wear
Been there
Done that
Your reasoning's for seasoning my name with reckless allegations of chasing your whereabouts when you could find your own ass if it was in your mouth
To me the words like ungrown seeds you have tried to plant are equivalent to those who carry nap sacks and take naps and get smack for lack of obedience
Your apart of a bad batch, a horrible breed, one of those that make your Momma pray why me!
See man, I was trying to be respectful to you and your friends
But u continue to bend the truth
Lie like the snow, so cold, in hot hands
Your face and ears, can't hold what my will, will spill, so ill
It will melt your face and wait for you to awake
So I can hit you again drip drip you aint it you are just a piss pant chick
Part of a clan full of hooligans so I tell you come again
You reckless wanna be friend till the end like chucky I dump thee like rumpke bump beats that voice my dislike of thee!

Careless... So clear it is that I have abused the time given.
I've committed plenty of sins...
Healing is all I can pray for again and again...
As I continue to play the devils game counting the hours, the minutes before I can caress the flesh of one man I adore...
I'm a whore for every request he bless my ears with!!!
Care to LISTEN to my sins I commit so CARELESS for a minute in his space he create a blissful feeling, chills, thrills, right down to the bills.
CARE less about my exes I dismissed so far from my heart as though they packed up and moved to TEXAS.....
Careless, I have made so many messes but he could careless
As if he were molly maid having a hay day smoking the ya pushing to the side my borders, my cement walls, my clouds, the crowds of hounds
Turning my frown upside down, bringing about sunny days I am his baby!!!!
He call out my name so carefully holding my hand , being my man, being my friend, being care less, more like fearless is the love he posses for me...
Daring you to be careless and question his intent for me
Setting you straight if you wish to debate what we have equate to any thing less than what's spoken or catch yourself choking slowly
Hopefully it won't come to this...
He care less about what has happened but he can create a beautiful experience of less stress demanding I no longer be a mistress but his MRS....
Get this less carelessness I am blessed to have met you...
You are the best boo!!!
Sent from a sky that gleam blue, soul that hold a spirit of gold, a King that make my dream a reality!

Drug Drought

Dat discolored woman you cheat on me with every month from the first to da fifth enable me to be stuck in this relationship equivalent to a rut...
WTF...
I've been whipped wit!
Katrina misses your wet lips and is astound when the 9th touchdown replacing my crown!
Turn my frown upside down pop green paper on these haters...
Magnum reminisce keep up laughter laid across the floor, I refuse to allow you to get bored!
Call me you lady in the light and any time after 9 I will be you lady red head!
But of course its only yours, dare u to ever get bored with my head board play Pearl necklace games..
So I will see you again after the 5th!

If You Want It Come Get It

If you want it come get it
I've lived it,
The insane,
The ones who wanna blame,
Those who are ashamed of where they laid
Even those who took me for the lame dame
Refused to understand...man
It would be a dang on shame for me to waste my time and tame ya!
If you want it, come get it
Words I will continue to spit
You wont have to wonder who the hell said it cause Like I said you can come get it!
I'll SIGN SEAL AND DELIVER IT! No contingent lyrics
Its what I feel so hold on tight and bare it
Again of course if you run a course in remorse that what I spit is less than what you fear isn't it
Its the manner in which I put all your dirty laundry out to hang so the neighborhood can smell your filth TIME AND TIME AGAIN!
Yeah you shouldha killed me cause my words will draw your life so vividly!
So if you want it come get it
I can continue to let you get it from the back cause you refuse to face me with your whack allocations of chasing you..???
You must have mistook me for BOO BOO the FOOL! Catch a Clue Curly Sue
If you want it COME GET you know WHO IS WHO!