In my absence I hope you all find happiness togetherness with fewer arguments
Because the time that's spent divulging such hatred about irrelevant things...that can be forgiven...is senseless
Confessions won't be worth it...
You'd be better off taken a four fifth to the dome to dispose of the host that keep the hate you have afloat...
You will see hatred has no means in completing happiness within our physical or soulful being!
I hope you see in my absence many things will change I will return and very well won't be the same.
A limb or two may be absent but don't be confused this doesn't take away the veins of blood I would bleed for you!!!
Not of yours or my blame...
I just pray that God pour you with the love I can't show thru holding you...
I want you to fold your fingers not just to hold figures more than just a few times to remember
That in due time you may see my flesh as a divine spirit...
I'm not scared of it...
I relinquish this temple though not simple...
It’s about you my peoples...
I pray you will grow to know that in my absence my love desires to reach you through spirit
With no need of a clearance I will pay the full price to insure Christ will see you are all right!
In my absence I won't crack I will stand up straight and look my enemy in the face
Without hate but with the FAITH that each and every day you have prayed to keep me safe!!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The End
The end is here my friend
I lay beside you with desire that must be defused to avoid confusion
Leaving us refusing to be truthful that this last touch full of lust be lost in the 30 min session
This lust has become such a mess and I apologize for my mistake in thinking I could create
A world that encompass a friendship to lead to endless sessions of our out of body experiences Cause there aint to many
D angerously A mbitious R ecklessly R elentless I ntelligently U nusual and S ensual men that can be such a friend
Your the man that has been but I let it go in hopes that if its written for us then so be it but on your terms
And only in the hour that you truly mean it will I run to you with expectations you will fufill to no end!!
I claimed for us with much disgust that this is THE END!!!
I lay beside you with desire that must be defused to avoid confusion
Leaving us refusing to be truthful that this last touch full of lust be lost in the 30 min session
This lust has become such a mess and I apologize for my mistake in thinking I could create
A world that encompass a friendship to lead to endless sessions of our out of body experiences Cause there aint to many
D angerously A mbitious R ecklessly R elentless I ntelligently U nusual and S ensual men that can be such a friend
Your the man that has been but I let it go in hopes that if its written for us then so be it but on your terms
And only in the hour that you truly mean it will I run to you with expectations you will fufill to no end!!
I claimed for us with much disgust that this is THE END!!!
So You Think I'm Silly
Silly of me to think that our rekindling meant anything more than the sweaty sheets and the vague memories of ecstasy...
Silly of me to believe you could grow to trust and nurture me drop a seed of belief that I could be more than your late night creep...
Silly of me to think warm food a clean bed my need to be smarter from the books I read to get ahead you would invest, spend a little bread opposed to filing my wounds with salt and my head with incomplete thoughts...
Yea it was silly of me when I found a new model that didn't worry about my throttle nor did he bottle his emotion instead we break bread and we nurture one another’s head with things that create a beautiful scenario you were to blind and couldn't see even though everyone said there you go...
Yea silly of me blinded by the brighter lights of less hype of being your want to be trif life wife!!!
Silly of me to think that I couldn't be presented with the 4'cs now the color of my days are no longer grey I've cut my loses and clearly see my path to red rose petal baths at last I'm so silly I just have to sit and laugh I'm happy I have finally left your ass!
Silly of me to believe you could grow to trust and nurture me drop a seed of belief that I could be more than your late night creep...
Silly of me to think warm food a clean bed my need to be smarter from the books I read to get ahead you would invest, spend a little bread opposed to filing my wounds with salt and my head with incomplete thoughts...
Yea it was silly of me when I found a new model that didn't worry about my throttle nor did he bottle his emotion instead we break bread and we nurture one another’s head with things that create a beautiful scenario you were to blind and couldn't see even though everyone said there you go...
Yea silly of me blinded by the brighter lights of less hype of being your want to be trif life wife!!!
Silly of me to think that I couldn't be presented with the 4'cs now the color of my days are no longer grey I've cut my loses and clearly see my path to red rose petal baths at last I'm so silly I just have to sit and laugh I'm happy I have finally left your ass!
The One
The one that has control enough to blow potential of growth
He was the one that held the gun to the walls of my heart created by love letters of hope that I would be the dopiest queen to a king that shine brighter than the modern day bling...
The one who would fold fingers...listen to old school singers making movements in the world to discourage my medicated aroma therapy to supersede boundaries that no man could ever dream one woman could be to one man in this land til he seen me...
Instead the one thing I can think of is smoking massive amounts of herb to explain why I have not gained the love I thought laid next to me with few games played asinine lies to abide by the rules of time
I refused to execute the time and patients to be his lady
The one that could go hard but now I know when not told what's understood don't need to be explained…
There was no game and I should have already known I wasn't the one to hold the throne building homes folding our kids clothes but it’s been fun bra' cause I could have never been the one bra’.
He was the one that held the gun to the walls of my heart created by love letters of hope that I would be the dopiest queen to a king that shine brighter than the modern day bling...
The one who would fold fingers...listen to old school singers making movements in the world to discourage my medicated aroma therapy to supersede boundaries that no man could ever dream one woman could be to one man in this land til he seen me...
Instead the one thing I can think of is smoking massive amounts of herb to explain why I have not gained the love I thought laid next to me with few games played asinine lies to abide by the rules of time
I refused to execute the time and patients to be his lady
The one that could go hard but now I know when not told what's understood don't need to be explained…
There was no game and I should have already known I wasn't the one to hold the throne building homes folding our kids clothes but it’s been fun bra' cause I could have never been the one bra’.
Monday, December 21, 2009
6 Degrees Of Separation
Six degrees of separation for me is the reference of many touching feelings that I never thought I'd seed.
Six degrees of separation has me regularly crying dying inside trying to pan out the pain..
There about misty rains from my sad yesterdays, your lies have exposed themselves creating less mental health.
The sixth degree, breathe down my neck relinquishing confessions of your mess with different mistresses.
I am fed up and my lyrics are on a buthcer block carving intricet pieces of your decet into my heart...
So I restart to stop believing in love cause six degrees take you to a totally different level of pain my mind will never be the same.
You take from me indirectly what I thought was sain in vein is the pain I felt you dealt with your needs for greed, begot the lie, begot the cheating...
The rationale now is that you never cared but I dare fall in love ever again I will stay in my lane never blame you for your infidelities it was me
Who was I to think that if you lied to GOD you wouldnt lie to me.
Could I have seen what was true, like how I felt when bullets hit above your belt, and I sutured you wounds like I was the spirit that take you from your dome?
Six degrees of separation has me hatin my space this small place displaced I wish I could erase the hate I have for you, it allow to much gloom to whom doesn't deserve what has been birthed from your lack thereof to keep it between us instead I was lead to believe your love for thee was exclusively TANTALISING!
Why do I type and write lyrics that tell other stories than your adoring love for me cause you was sleeping with her, her, and her, NOT ME!
Six degrees is what I need, my space, face book the new pet cemetery!
Dignitary fairies told me that you would hold me close but instead you hosted a different coat of magnums and fa tum to send me to places to replace me for what I thought we equated to be.....
Six degrees comes to close to me today! I pray that my mind can intertwine my fears that you were never really there when I thought you were the one that held me so dear!
Many feelings killing me that you could hold those close that can fold their lips that it was you at one point they were sweatin and hittin ecstasy with.
I attempt to contact to soon fall back and see the true mess of what you never confessed!!!
Six degrees of separation I hate it so please stay where you were cause I don't want you in my new world.
My writings are my words of course I said it before, but six degrees of separation is an unavoidable koi
Today I have so much hate dang near continplating gay feelings for another is a blunder
Less happy days playing these games of insane belief that you could have ever truly loved me as deep as the sea I bled for you who's who in this game of clue the pieces conceive the truth of what color your heart cold and blue!
No question of if you were the only dude I truly loved above myself this is a confession I know will be worth it and lead me to self help cause I never truly dealt with how I felt when you told me it was over closure was the furthers thing from my mind but to have to rewind time with dimes that you laid I hate SIX degrees of separation and all the games that it plays!
So I will learn to stay away from learning or dare try earning any love from another...
I am underneath the world to cure my disease of SIX DEGREES!
Six degrees of separation has me regularly crying dying inside trying to pan out the pain..
There about misty rains from my sad yesterdays, your lies have exposed themselves creating less mental health.
The sixth degree, breathe down my neck relinquishing confessions of your mess with different mistresses.
I am fed up and my lyrics are on a buthcer block carving intricet pieces of your decet into my heart...
So I restart to stop believing in love cause six degrees take you to a totally different level of pain my mind will never be the same.
You take from me indirectly what I thought was sain in vein is the pain I felt you dealt with your needs for greed, begot the lie, begot the cheating...
The rationale now is that you never cared but I dare fall in love ever again I will stay in my lane never blame you for your infidelities it was me
Who was I to think that if you lied to GOD you wouldnt lie to me.
Could I have seen what was true, like how I felt when bullets hit above your belt, and I sutured you wounds like I was the spirit that take you from your dome?
Six degrees of separation has me hatin my space this small place displaced I wish I could erase the hate I have for you, it allow to much gloom to whom doesn't deserve what has been birthed from your lack thereof to keep it between us instead I was lead to believe your love for thee was exclusively TANTALISING!
Why do I type and write lyrics that tell other stories than your adoring love for me cause you was sleeping with her, her, and her, NOT ME!
Six degrees is what I need, my space, face book the new pet cemetery!
Dignitary fairies told me that you would hold me close but instead you hosted a different coat of magnums and fa tum to send me to places to replace me for what I thought we equated to be.....
Six degrees comes to close to me today! I pray that my mind can intertwine my fears that you were never really there when I thought you were the one that held me so dear!
Many feelings killing me that you could hold those close that can fold their lips that it was you at one point they were sweatin and hittin ecstasy with.
I attempt to contact to soon fall back and see the true mess of what you never confessed!!!
Six degrees of separation I hate it so please stay where you were cause I don't want you in my new world.
My writings are my words of course I said it before, but six degrees of separation is an unavoidable koi
Today I have so much hate dang near continplating gay feelings for another is a blunder
Less happy days playing these games of insane belief that you could have ever truly loved me as deep as the sea I bled for you who's who in this game of clue the pieces conceive the truth of what color your heart cold and blue!
No question of if you were the only dude I truly loved above myself this is a confession I know will be worth it and lead me to self help cause I never truly dealt with how I felt when you told me it was over closure was the furthers thing from my mind but to have to rewind time with dimes that you laid I hate SIX degrees of separation and all the games that it plays!
So I will learn to stay away from learning or dare try earning any love from another...
I am underneath the world to cure my disease of SIX DEGREES!
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