6 Degrees Of Separation

Six degrees of separation for me is the reference of many touching feelings that I never thought I'd seed.
Six degrees of separation has me regularly crying dying inside trying to pan out the pain..
There about misty rains from my sad yesterdays, your lies have exposed themselves creating less mental health.
The sixth degree, breathe down my neck relinquishing confessions of your mess with different mistresses.
I am fed up and my lyrics are on a buthcer block carving intricet pieces of your decet into my heart...
So I restart to stop believing in love cause six degrees take you to a totally different level of pain my mind will never be the same.
You take from me indirectly what I thought was sain in vein is the pain I felt you dealt with your needs for greed, begot the lie, begot the cheating...
The rationale now is that you never cared but I dare fall in love ever again I will stay in my lane never blame you for your infidelities it was me
Who was I to think that if you lied to GOD you wouldnt lie to me.
Could I have seen what was true, like how I felt when bullets hit above your belt, and I sutured you wounds like I was the spirit that take you from your dome?
Six degrees of separation has me hatin my space this small place displaced I wish I could erase the hate I have for you, it allow to much gloom to whom doesn't deserve what has been birthed from your lack thereof to keep it between us instead I was lead to believe your love for thee was exclusively TANTALISING!
Why do I type and write lyrics that tell other stories than your adoring love for me cause you was sleeping with her, her, and her, NOT ME!
Six degrees is what I need, my space, face book the new pet cemetery!
Dignitary fairies told me that you would hold me close but instead you hosted a different coat of magnums and fa tum to send me to places to replace me for what I thought we equated to be.....
Six degrees comes to close to me today! I pray that my mind can intertwine my fears that you were never really there when I thought you were the one that held me so dear!
Many feelings killing me that you could hold those close that can fold their lips that it was you at one point they were sweatin and hittin ecstasy with.
I attempt to contact to soon fall back and see the true mess of what you never confessed!!!
Six degrees of separation I hate it so please stay where you were cause I don't want you in my new world.
My writings are my words of course I said it before, but six degrees of separation is an unavoidable koi
Today I have so much hate dang near continplating gay feelings for another is a blunder
Less happy days playing these games of insane belief that you could have ever truly loved me as deep as the sea I bled for you who's who in this game of clue the pieces conceive the truth of what color your heart cold and blue!
No question of if you were the only dude I truly loved above myself this is a confession I know will be worth it and lead me to self help cause I never truly dealt with how I felt when you told me it was over closure was the furthers thing from my mind but to have to rewind time with dimes that you laid I hate SIX degrees of separation and all the games that it plays!
So I will learn to stay away from learning or dare try earning any love from another...
I am underneath the world to cure my disease of SIX DEGREES!

Society

Society pegged me to be a part of the 25% of seeds that are born with out a ring on the woman's wedding finger.

Society hoped I would be needy and undeserving, never to earn my degree(s)

Society counted on me to stand in line waiting for the penny's and dimes they provide, or seat outside of a building smelling like swine filled with bottles of wine.

Society feed me the belief that I could be all I could be if I bear my mind body and soul for 20 years...

Society fears the success of this beautiful princess...

Society refuses to believe that we can be saved but that we remain slaves in the 50 states...

Society says it is color blind but even in the scheme of things I am of dark skin and offends even my light skin friends...

Society is you and me so why cant we believe that both you and I can be winners but go figure you wouldn't dare let me be the beginner or the finisher!!!

Society takes away the larger than life icons and diminishes their great deeds like pythons...

Society is so venom's, it is not about you or me its about all of us dark, light, it doesn't matter you are not white, more politically correct Caucasian your statics are dated...

Society may continue to debate it, but its clear, by fourth grade I have a cell made. If I make it to 10th Ive already had a few kids! If I make it past 18 I might just be destined for great things. If I make it to 21 without being shot by a gun I'd better run...

Society I beg of thee to please just let GOD transcend me to what he wants me to be. The conspiracy theories have become to much for me. At 29 I hope to be the pedagogue for all my kings and queens.

Society just let me be!

Take Her or Me!

Take her to Circus Circus
Don't blame her cause you didn't dig past the surface
Take me to therapy
Don't be made cause the doctor blamed you and not me
Take her to the mattress
Don't be upset if she becomes an actress
Take me through drama
Don't be mad if I run to my mamma's
Take from her what you think you are owed
Don't you dare wallow in our humble abode
Take her to church
Don't be upset if she'd rather be a sinner
Take me to work
Don't blame me cause I don't need your financial support
Take her to dinner
Don't blame her if she chooses to be thinner
Take me to get an IUD
Don't blame me cause I refuse to bear your seed
Take her to the doctor
Don't blame her cause your not the father
Take me to court
You mad now cause I got you for all your worth!

My Writings

My writings are no disguise for the oceans of emotion that find my face to be its coast and my eyes to be its host...
For most this wouldn't be a thing to boast...
But one small dose of your aroma sets my heart to a coma
Loan ah sista a hand pray with me and share AMENS, to our success of less stress and much of what we bless one another with....
I pray for liquidity in this entity...
My writings will never hide these feelings
I throw my hands to the ceiling and learn to do more kneeling cause this love is so appealing!
My writings are my words which are my feelings an absolute philosophy...
The prophecy allow me to speak through ink three words that are followed by action verbs that you deserve! My writings are my words...

My Awakening

My awakening came when you were never to blame...
Shameful that I stayed and waited in vein....
Only to be told the same things time and time again...
My tears hit the pillow and my body lay so still wishing you were there to take away all of my fears...
I asked of you to learn to hold my hand open your mouth and share things with me so that we can try and be friends...
Then there it was again!!!
My awakening I found that it will never be...
My heart tried over and over again to replay the situation so I can try and debate it but I'll take it once again at the very minimum partial blame you refuse to obtain...
My awakening will lead me to less painful emotions happiness will unfold and I will hold on to the hopes cause clearly its all a joke to you!
So go ahead and toast you have played your part from the start it was me who dug to deep to seek your heart...
I stand here before you planted on my own to feet telling you I can now see that you are not for me! My awakening is clear as day THANK YOU TIME AND TIME AGAIN!!!;-)