I Fell In Love

I fell in love with the dark skies the stars and the early morning sun...
I fell in love with the whisper of promise that never left your tongue...
I fell in love with our rendition of Christmas in August...
I fell in love with the spooning and the mid dawn poking of my guts...
I fell in love with the warmth of flesh that cupped my breast and softly placed kisses on my lips...
I fell in love with drunken nights and passive aggressive fights...
I fell in love with your might to always be right...
I fell in love with a whole lot of ifs ands or maybes never searching for truth because it didn't equate to me and you...
I fell in love with your random deliverance of the nickname baby...
I fell in love with the idea of monogamy and what astrology told me we were suppose to be...
Soul mates is what is written and thought one day I would see...
Today I'm left only to fall in love with me!

My Appetite

My appetite is as large as life
Deliciously Appetizing Refreshingly Ridiculously Incredibly and Uniquely Succulent
A buffet is what he serves me from Friday to Saturday
Lust is at the very least I felt when he yelled across the bar being the cause of my instant waterfall
Who would've thought a year pass and he still be buttering my toast...
My appetite escaped to take the time and rewind to its flavorful memory
If you don't mind this meal is so Deliciously Appetizing Refreshingly Ridiculously and Uniquely Succulent!!!!

Consistency

Consistency can be the the root of all things we believe are to be seen seemingly okay...
Why can't we take time and wait for the greatest things we cant see today?
Just cause you are happy with me and my consistency does that mean we are meant to be? Time will be the tell of tales we speak into existence...
So what is it that keeps you here if you have fear that what I bear isn't real?
Consistency is the root of all things evil we as people refuse to explore more than what has presented itself relaying to all less self wealth and love...
I hug you praying you will learn to love more than what people are so willing to pour into your brain
Lesson to remain unlearned until you feel the pain of less growth
So I suppose you will never know until you let go of the consistency that lead you with the inability of letting go!!!

Today Is A New Day

Today is a new day
Why dwindle on yesterdays misty rains
Today is your time to say that yesterday's spilled milk should remain just where it laid
Whether or not you attempted to clean up the messes you create shows that you think about the tomorrows of learned yesterdays
Today I love you more than yesterday
Being able to say that even in his request of my last breathe life means more to me every single minute, hour, escalated to the 10th power!
Today is a new day
My hopes and dreams for your tomorrow's I hope that you learn to not wallow in your yesterdays sorrow's.
Today is a new day
I ask of you to knell and pray for your today, leave your yesterday where it lay, and thank him for your tomorrows!

Heart

My heart pit patter

My mind skit skatter

My hands boom badder than yours..

But of course I'm no where nastier than the whores u explore

I pour my heart to u... I bite my lip...roll my eyes and play like I can forget the disrespectful bullshit u spit

To me aint no weed whacker than the smoke u blow.

I hope u know that I know that your swag aint got shh on my class

You refuse to pass a failure in telling her that its me u leave her for but of course u wouldn't... Been told u shoudnt have remorse for words used losely then u play like u my boo and possible king...

My heart is bruised and bleeding

I'm leaning against the glass wall

But its not clear enough he act so tuff and rough

I just wanted you to love me for me what a queen to your kingdom

I'd be if he just believe in me!

Stop trying to demean me to be out in the streets

When all I ask is for you to warm my bed and not my head with the misfed dreams and things

I just want u to see me again be my FRIEND and my MAN